suddenly scared to grow up

i suddenly feel like going to form3 is
soo scary...(because of the PMR)
i want to do my best and try to get the highest
but when i chat with all of my friends they already start
studying...
i felt soo scared,yeah sure i study a little...
but it's like only 2 subjects!
sejarah and math!
and math is last year topics...cuz i din't completely understands
it yet...haish i really hope that next year we got a
good teacher that will teach us until we truly understand...
by the way next year i'm gonna lose one classmate it's aisyah..
haish...we're gonna miss her alot...
everyone wish me luck for next year!!
if i din't get into MRSM i think i'm gonna cry..
hahaha!
omg that's gonna be soo embarrasing!