suddenly scared to grow up

i suddenly feel like going to form3 is
soo scary...(because of the PMR)
i want to do my best and try to get the highest
but when i chat with all of my friends they already start
studying...
i felt soo scared,yeah sure i study a little...
but it's like only 2 subjects!
sejarah and math!
and math is last year topics...cuz i din't completely understands
it yet...haish i really hope that next year we got a
good teacher that will teach us until we truly understand...
by the way next year i'm gonna lose one classmate it's aisyah..
haish...we're gonna miss her alot...
everyone wish me luck for next year!!
if i din't get into MRSM i think i'm gonna cry..
hahaha!
omg that's gonna be soo embarrasing!

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you talk english,seriously

like a typical keling.

-my sister

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sometimes i felt like the world is disappearing

and fading away.

i felt like i want to run away from this world and get

into my drawings.

-ili syairah

Buying new spectacles!

my mom gonna buy me some new spectacle cause

my spec power is already low.

i'm gonna need some changes,bored already with my current

frame.

soo i wonder which one of these specs will suits me best?
1.

2.

3.

4.
5.

6.

7.

8.

9.

10.

there's alot more,but this 10 that caught my eyes.

no.5 is similar for what i have before.

and it dosen't suit me at all i look like granny.

but i dunno this one maybe? suits me.

number 3 and 10 is mt fav.

air mineral dari air paip!

hari nie aku gie pkns ngan mak aku.

pastu time kitorang nk balek mak aku singgah toilet jap.

time dlm toilet tuh mak aku nmpk due org pompuan

isi air paip dlm botol air mineral.

pastu mak aku n aku dah syak something.

kitorang follow lah dorang.

diorg masuk satu kedai nie,sebelah mcd(xingt nama kedai)

pastu masuk kat botol2 tuh dlm fridge yg untuk jual air tuh.

soo kepada sesape yg singgah situ hati2 lah ye.

sharing an awesome anime

Lovely Complex

Plot Summary:Risa Koizumi, taller than the average girl, and Atsushi Ootani, shorter than the average guy – their constant bickering and comical love-hate relationship is well-known throughout the school. They act similarly and love the same music, and their friendship is full of laughing, shouting at each other, and of course, lots of jokes about one another’s height. But when Risa notices her feelings for Ootani growing, she’s worried. She doesn’t know if he can ever see her as more than a friend. With her friends rooting for her, she struggles to make him see how she feels about him, and that a romantic relationship between a tall girl and a short guy can work. Oblivious Ootani doesn’t make things easy for her, but she stubbornly perseveres in her own unconventional way, determined for her feelings to get through to him, and finally be returned. If only she could do it without driving herself and everyone else crazy in the process…

Genre:Comedy, Romance, Slice of life

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you guys must be thinking i only like this anime cause the story is kinda similar

with my life...WRONG! (well a little bit right)

this anime is really awesome!!!

you'll be suck into it after you watch it...

and the main character is really funny and cute!!

this is an anime full of happiness,weird stuff,funny things and awesome story line.

WATCH!WATCH!WATCH!

you guys can watch it here!

http://www.gogoanime.com/category/lovely-complex

if you guys found some awesome anime just like this or even better

tell me right away!!

i will love you forever hahahah!

i've got dumped

hahaha.

i guess it's really hard for someone to accept who i really am.

thank god i din't completely love him yet.

but it still hurts.

hahaha.

no mean comments,or scolding me about this matter :D

pls..

karaoke with cousins~!

this actualy was last week news,i forgot to post it on blog.

all of the big cousins(oldies hahaha) meet up and

hang out.some of them have to cancel going to work for this hahaha.

my cousin lily also sacrifice her time to study for SPM to join us.

well as for me,zam and hadi we are little kids(ye ke..)

who only follow our older sis and bro with their crazy plans.

they take us to go karaoke...

it was soo much fun! i never knew all of my cousins have such a pretty voice!

i was soo amazed!

kak Ida(my cousin) pick a "dandut" song

omg all of us like crazy,it's like a concert in there..

she even dance on the table...

gyahahahha!

we have the video but it may cause some mental problem for those

who watch it hahahah!

i sing 3 song:

-always be my baby=mariah Carey

-sonata musim salju=hazami

-ceritera cinta=jacklin victor

at first i have stage fright but after a while i become use to it...

after all what to be embarrassed about? all of my cousin are crazy!

ahhahaha!

then we go eat at burger king at seksyen 13.

all of us look soo exhausted and hungry..

after all of that we say goodbye to each other and go back home.

first time using tablet!

omg guys!

my cousin just bought her new tablet..

she call her tablet "tablet" while i make a nickname for her tablet

"sungmin" hahaha you ask why sungmin?

because when i buy a tablet i'm gonna name it "kim kibum"

(wth tade kene mengene)

anyway i try to use it and it is very hard..

need some time to get use to it...

this is the drawing(lolz fugly)

tonight i'm gonna go sleepover at her house...

cause my mom and dad gonna go balik kampung.

while my sis gonna go out,i'm not gonna go sit alone at home

doing nothing,better go to my cousin place.

i can also practice using tablet there~!(real reason)

hahhahaha

by the way just want to promote her drawing..

(zamirah syairah drawing)

i know both of us got syairah

on our name and that make us awesome!

hahaha!

school holiday.sitting bored at home

omg!

this school holiday is driving me crazy!

i did not use it wisely(like?)

i did not use it 24/7 hours having fun!

it's already been a week I'm sitting at home doing nothing..

only watch anime and yaoi,drawing and messaging old friends.

omg i can do that anyday even when i'm not on school vacation!

GAH I NEED TO HAVE SCHEDULE!

or at least go have fun with friends...

i also feel bored of that(wth?)

hahahaha...

i mean it's like more than 10 times i go hang out with my friends

go shopping,watching movie and some other things this holiday!

i want to do something different something rare..

something that will cause alot of time or trouble...

(i got lots of time)

anyone got an idea what i can do this holiday before school start?

nad,azma,era,aliaa,kp and anis let's go rob bank or something

i'm soo bored!

i want to go to a piano lesson but that cost money!

i don't have any money!

so i decide to rob a bank then use that money for my piano lesson..

yay!

PUAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(evil laugh)

(i'm bored until i get this crazy..HALP!)